Photographs

Hello, there's some photograph that have been taken by me and my friend. Enjoy!

 Teru teru bozu :3 Kawaii

 The beautiful sky <3

Hello, I'm not a STANDER!

Lamanyaaaaa ngga nulis apa2 -_-'
Bingung dengan title diatas? Mau ngejelasin dulu ya, pertama gue bukanlah seorang STANDER/SAFER atau ANTI FANS lainnya. Kemarin ada yg coment dipostingan lama gue yang ini. Mungkin bisa dibaca. Itu postingan gue lamaaaa banget. Yah lumayan setaun yang lalu. Dan gue ngepost itu pun ga ada maksud buat ngajak ribut yeee. Gue ngerepost itu dari note fb salah seorang temen gue. Yang memang saat itu gue sedang mencari jati diri untuk menjadi seorang fans atau anti fans kah dari girlband SNSD. Banyak banget gosip berseliweran di kuping gue dari yg bagus sampe jeleknya. Pertama nih, temen gue ngasih foto2 mereka sebelum debut yang bisa dibilang wajah beberapa diantara mereka bagaikan langit dan bumi sebelum oprasi plastik. Langsung nih gue negatve thinking kan yaaaa kok ga mensyukuri banget pemberian tuhan. Tapi setelah gue pikir2, toh ngga cuma SNSD aja yg begono. Terus gue diliatin video waktu si Tiffany ngejelek2in apaaaa gitu kalo ga salah. Ah udah deh gue ilfeel. Tapi besoknya gue cerita sama temen gue yg lain ternyata si Tiffany bukan orang Korea asli. Naaaah, mungkin dia salah ngomong atau ape gitu dah kata gue. Dan masih banyak lagi hal2 mengenai pembahasan ini yg kalo gue tulis semua capek mameeeen.

Intinya, postingan gue yang waktu itu, gue posting pas gue lagi (sorry) jijik2nya sama SNSD. Terus gue posting itu gue masuk salah satu forum STANDER. Daaaan, JENGJENG! Omongannya ga sopan banget. Ga bisa dijaga lah itu kebun binatang semua. Serrr, ilfeel juga deh ane. Masuk SMA, gue kan banyak temen yg gila sama Koreaan gitu ya, nah dari situ gue belajar banyak dan akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk tidak pernah menjadi ANTI FANS dari GROUP APAPUN. Termasuk SM*SH HAHAHAHAHA. Cintailah produk dalam negeri guys!

Ya udah gitu aja, jadi intinya gue bukan STANDER. Gue suka SNSD. Dan gue juga salah satu yang menanti konser mereka di Indonesia. Jadi anti fans itu ga ada gunanya malah nambah dosa deh ribut mulu ya ga?

SANKYUUUUU <3

With Love...

ザーラ ちゃん ~

Kyuhyun - Hope Is A Dream That Never Sleeps : ost.king of baking (lyric translation)

나 외로워도 되 널 생각할 땐
미소가 나의 얼굴에 번져
나 힘들어도 되 니가 행복할 땐
사랑이 내 맘 가득히 채워
오늘도 난 거친 세상속에 살지만
힘들어도 눈감으면 니 모습뿐
아직도 귓가에 들려오는 꿈들이
나의 곁에서 널 향해 가고 있잖아
내 삶이 하루하루 꿈을 꾸는 것처럼
너와 함께 마주보며 사랑할 수 있다면
다시 일어설 거야
나에게 소중했던 기억속의 행복들
힘든 시간 속에서도 더욱 따스했던
희망은 내겐 잠들지 않는 꿈
늘 나의 곁에서 그림자처럼
조용히 너는 내게로 와서
나 아파하는지 매일 외로운지
그리움으로 너는 내게 다녀가
세상이 날 울게 해도 나는 괜찮아
항상 니가 나의 곁에 있으니까
먼지처럼 추억이 변해서 떠날까
그저 웃으며 마음을 달래어 봐도
내 삶이 하루하루 꿈을 꾸는 것처럼
너와 함께 마주보며 사랑할 수 있다면
다시 일어설 거야
나에게 소중했던 기억속의 행복들
힘든 시간 속에서도 더욱 따스했던
희망은 내겐 잠들지 않는 꿈
수없이 넘어져 비틀대도
나는 이렇게 서 있잖아
내 맘 하나뿐인데
힘들 때면 니가 이렇게 힘이 돼 줄래
너를 향해 영원히
이렇게 상처 속에 슬픔들을 삼킨 채
미소 짓는 내 모습을 너에게 보여 줄게
이제는 아프지 않아
언제나 너와 함께 이루고픈 꿈 안고
갈 수 없던 저편에서 너를 불러볼께
내 마음 다해 사랑하는 너를


na oerowododoe neol saenggakhalddaen
misoga naui eolgule beonjyeo
na himdeuleododoe niga haengbokhalddaen
sarangi nae mam gadeukhi chaewo
oneuldo nan geochin sesangsoke saljiman
himdeuleodo nungameumyeon ni moseubbun
ajikgo gwitgae deulryeooneun kkumdeuli
naui gyeoteseo neol hyanghae gago itjana
nae salmi haruharu kkumeul kkuneun geotcheoreom
neowa hamgge majubomyeo saranghalsu itdamyeon
dasi ileoseol geoya
naege sojunghaetdeon gieoksokui haengbokdeul
himdeun sigan sokeseodo deouk ddaseuhaetdeon
huimangeun naegen jamdeulji aneun kkum
neul naui gyeoteseo geurimjacheoreom
joyonghi neoneun naegero waseo
na apahaneunji maeil oerounji
geuriumeuro neoneun naege danyeoga
sesangi nal ulge haedo naneun gwaenchana
hangsang niga naui gyeote isseunigga
meonjicheoreom chueoki byeonhaeseo ddeonalgga
geujeo useumyeo maeumeul dalraeeo bwado
nae salmi haruharu kkumeul kkuneun geotcheoreom
neowa hamgge majubomyeo saranghalsu itdamyeon
dasi ileoseol geoya
naege sojunghaetdeon gieoksokui haengbokdeul
himdeun sigan sokeseodo deouk ddaseuhaetdeon
huimangeun naegen jamdeulji aneun kkum
sueobsi neomeojyeo biteuldaedo
naneun ireohgeseo itjana
nae mam hanabbuninde
himdeul ddaemyeon niga ireohge himi dwaejulrae
neoreul hyanghae yeongwonhi
ireohge sangcheo soke seulpeumdeuleul samkinchae
miso jitneun nae moseubeul neoege boyeo julge
ijeneun apeuji ana
eonjena neowa hamgge irugopeun kkum ango
galsu eobdeon jeopyeoneseo neoreul bulreobolgge
nae maeum dahae saranghaneun neoreul


It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fall
I’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you
I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.